2009年12月16日星期三

after a cry

It has never occurred to me that one day my life will be full of twists and turns, just like a drama. I do enjoy watching dramas, but I refuse to experience one in my life. However, life always welcomes you with surprising gifts of which you never expected. That's the truth, nothing's gonna change that, and all you can do is to fix it up or adapt yourself to it.

Melancholy attacks me quite often these days. The sense of security is not part of me. The uncertainty and sorrow I have and am suffering from kill me bite by bite.
Life, death, happiness, desire, pleasure, despair...I try to figure them out, but only find myself far from being intellectual.

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. It was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness. It was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity. It was the season of light, it was the season of darkness. It was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair. We had everything before us, we had nothing before us. We were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way...well said, Charles Dickens.

I can still recall our last summer. It was warm,purple and golden.

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